Let me step in

I have nothing to say anything about me. When Im saying, “I have nothing”, one of my friend words come to mind. He is always saying that “doesn’t discourage yourself, think you’re the best, actually you are…”

I feel I were the best some years before. Because, I had many dreams, I thought one day I would make those possible. However, life is not easy as I thought. It is getting bad day to day. Pressure on my daily life through my dreams far away from me. I have to spend all my time to manage my daily life. Hope is the only weapon now I have. What I facing now, all are my experience; It would help me one day.

I think I have variety of experiences, which are normally people are do not get easily. I do not born within gold spoon. However, I had a gold spoon for some years. Those are different experiences. After that, I had hard time in my life. I was in lived in such a hard environment. Honestly, I do not enjoy my teen-age life. I do not feel love with a any girl those time. Actually, I didn’t have Chance for it. Those affect are continue. Therefore, I am still virgin.

Life in India and Malaysia gave/giving me lot of experience. Which are, saying that you can have bulk of dreams, but you have to come from royal family or wealthy country. When I go the bed I think tomorrow might be my good day, but It won’t. Many people are saying that, money is not everything in life, actually it is. Happiness of life builds on your economical basement.

I think writing blog would be kind of way to relax myself.

Why blog?

This is one of my dreams to write in English. It is takes many years to do it. Still I am not sure how far my English grammatically correct. However, I just want to do it, in other word I have to do this. Because, it is more than 3 years I am keeping silence with my language. When I decided to shut down my mouth in my language, I thought I have to start in English. Now I feel the correct time come.

When I say writing in English, I do not mean just writing about some entertain or causal things. I want to write as what I did in my Tamil. Last years I had to practices English for two purposes. First, it is for my academicals purpose. Every semester whether I like no or not, I have to write more than 12000 words for my assignments. Other one is, I purposely put myself in practice. That is mean I have watched more than 150 English films within 8 months. In addition, I had read lot of articles base on my personal / academicals interest.

These are giving me some hope to write in English. I know whoever read this blog will give me some encouragement, suggestions, opinions for improve it.